I gotta feeling! That tonight's gonna be a good night! Hahaha. Hey peeps! The picture above was from my presentation during my public speaking presentation the other time. Im sure to stay up tonight to watch the match man. Cant afford to miss it. Thank god tmr school starts at 10. Another reason why i can stay up late tonight! Hehe. Currently headbanging now. Im so bored now. Cant think of anything to do. Well, i can study, but im so not in the mood to open my BNF of Statistics lecture notes.

While headbanging, i dunno why, i did a bit of thinking. All these rock and screamo songs i listen to does have a meaning and its not just people screaming here and there. Its like i cant really scream in the house [or people would think im crazy] and these screaming people are actually kinda screaming out for me. I know it sounds retarded but it works that way for me.

Back to what i was thinking about. Sometimes in life, when you think that everything will get better after you end a certain relationship, it does not really work that way. There's so many "after-effects" you have to go through to finally accept what happened. And as much as you dont want to care about what happens to the person after everything ended, you just either cant help caring about the person or the person just cant stop bothering you. Most of the time, when this happens, you will tend to end up being haunted by the past and this will drain you emotionally; making you struggle to just get over it and move on. See, just by writing about it can turn me emotional. Oh what the hell. I used to be strong. What happened?

I wish I could be the one,

The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns it's back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me

~Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold