I don't want this moment, To ever end, Where everything's nothing, Without you. I'll wait here forever just to, To see you smile, Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Profile.
All About Me
Nisa
Attached to my charming Hubby;
30 July 1992
Eighteen
Temasek Polytechnic
Gerontological Management Studies
:)
Quotes
My Principle In Life
"Nothing gives one person so much advantage over another as to remain always cool and unruffled under all circumstances."
Loves!
Without them, I won't be Nisa :)
1. My Charming Hubby, Mr Al-Ansari *winks!*
2. Nury, Aida & The Lepak Gang
3. Animalz Buddies!
4. GEMS 1B02 2009-2012
5. Linkin Park & Avenged Sevenfold \m/ \m/
6. Arsenal [Gunners For Life!]
7. NCC Babes & Dudes
~Shall think of more! =P~
Sunday, January 31, 2010, 9:28 PM
I gotta feeling! That tonight's gonna be a good night! Hahaha. Hey peeps! The picture above was from my presentation during my public speaking presentation the other time. Im sure to stay up tonight to watch the match man. Cant afford to miss it. Thank god tmr school starts at 10. Another reason why i can stay up late tonight! Hehe. Currently headbanging now. Im so bored now. Cant think of anything to do. Well, i can study, but im so not in the mood to open my BNF of Statistics lecture notes.
While headbanging, i dunno why, i did a bit of thinking. All these rock and screamo songs i listen to does have a meaning and its not just people screaming here and there. Its like i cant really scream in the house [or people would think im crazy] and these screaming people are actually kinda screaming out for me. I know it sounds retarded but it works that way for me.
Back to what i was thinking about. Sometimes in life, when you think that everything will get better after you end a certain relationship, it does not really work that way. There's so many "after-effects" you have to go through to finally accept what happened. And as much as you dont want to care about what happens to the person after everything ended, you just either cant help caring about the person or the person just cant stop bothering you. Most of the time, when this happens, you will tend to end up being haunted by the past and this will drain you emotionally; making you struggle to just get over it and move on. See, just by writing about it can turn me emotional. Oh what the hell. I used to be strong. What happened?
I wish I could be the one,
The one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns it's back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me
~Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold
~NiSa~
Saturday, January 30, 2010, 11:21 PM
my new lovesss! =)
Sorry im not a good photographer. Haha. Just came back from a mini shopping spree! Grabbed 2 of those shoes as soon as i saw them. While my mum was taking hours to pick 1 shoe! Haha. Kayy, that's too exaggerating. Maybe around 45 mins? Haha. Tampines interchange was very crowded when i reached there. Thought of grabbing some clothes but well, many shops are closing so maybe shall go back tmr. I havent gone shopping yet for 2010 so this was my first and many more to go! Got so many nice dresses but its a bit expensive. Sad sad. Haha. Dropped by popular store before buying those shoes to get some stationaries. Saw this 1 awesome book about a ruthless serial killer and how many cops and officers fail to catch him. What's worse is that he eyes on pregnant women! OMG. Im gonna get that book man. Only saw the book after paying for my stuffs and the queue was freaking looooong.
Anyway, the past 2 days had been a very tiring one. Always reach home from school at arnd 7. Many projects to be completed cause presentations are due soon. Statistics was a major killer. Not cause of the project. But cause we have remedials for that subject. Can you believe it? And our tutor didnt even tell what we were doing for the remedial and when we came, surprise surprise, mock exam paper right in front of our faces! And trust me, none of us were really concentrating. I blanked out totally but luckily its just for participation mark. Dammit. Shall be prepared for the next remedial. Hmm. And well, have been sleeping early these few days. As in, i was planning to take a nap, only to realise i slept through the night! Haha. Skipped my dinner. =( But luckily yesterday my hunger woke me up at around 12am. Must have been really tired. But no use sleeping early cause im sure to be late for lectures, lik usual. Hehe.
Religious class just now was quite dreadful. Finally topic on marriage is done. Next week will be new module which is Sains Islam or Islamic Science! Woohoo! Should be interesting. Im soo looking foward to it. Hehe. Anyway, i was talking with my good fren about changing handphones and guess what? I finally decided to get Sony Ericsson Aino! =D Hehe. Im gonna get it soon. I think it cost around $348? Shall save up a bit and maybe can ask my dad to top up the remaining balance. =)
Ahhh... Sooo nice! And its keypad! =)
Okayylahh, i am seriously damn hungry now. Shall go have my super late dinner now! Take care evryone! Shall update soon. =)
~NiSa~
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield?
A battlefield?
Wednesday, January 27, 2010, 9:53 PM
He's Aaron James Ramsey. Turning 20 years old this year. Arsenal centre midfielder and wearing jersey number 16. <3 Cute right? =D Hehe. Okayy this is very random. Was revising statistics from just now but got tired of numbers so i decided to turn to words now[by blogging!]. Haha. Well, at 3.40 am later Arsenal will be having a match against Aston Villa. If there was no test tmr, i probably would stay up to watch the match. Dammit. Im sure Arsenal would do well later. =) =) =)
Well, school was like normal. Went lecture late [by half an hour!] cause i woke up terribly late. I think it's caused by my crime night-ing last night. Is it? Nahhh, not their fault. Hahaha. Had PST presentation just now. All went well. Finally i can get rid of that cds. Ended presentation early and headed home sweet home. Bumped into Arif, Nury, Mirul, Fitri and Ridhwanin engine school. Was too tired to join the guys go arcade. So sorry dudes! Nury had cds at 4 thats why she could not tag along with them. Hmm. Then at the bustop, i met Aida and we took 8 together as she was heading to see her boyfriend. Ahh. What a nice day. Meet all my close buddies all on the same day. =)
me, nury & aida <3
Kayylahh, i guess i better continue revising. Dont wanna screw up my test tmr. See ya around! =)
~NiSa~
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Re-live The Dead!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 8:41 PM
Olaaaaa! =) Okayy, me decided to start blogging back due to the boredom that strikes every human being when there is nothing to do and specially for buddies to catch updates about me as it's been very rare since we hang out and lepak nowadays. Anyway, school had been awesome lately, [mainly TODAY] , thanks to the awesome class of 1B02! The clique decided to venture to town just now because there was no BNF tutorial. Apparently, we were only told after lecture that there was no tutorial which causes a major uproar among us as ALL or MOST of us would have been sleeping soundly in our comfortable beds instead of having to turn up for the dreading lecture. ARGH. Smart teachers. Haha. Ended lecture around 10.45am there? So then we had brunch at Far East Plaza and did a bit of rounding around there. Nothing attracting me though. Sad sad. After that, we decided head to orchard cineleisure [is it?] to accomplish a very important mission, without Brian and Shu Han.
Mission Of The Day: Shoot Zombies a.k.a Left 4 Dead 2
That explains the poster above. Hehe. Had multiple adrenaline rushes while playing. What do you expect. Haha. I headed off from there around 4 as i had to go somewhere before heading home sweet home. =)
Okayy, more awesome updates! Last friday, HSS had an interclass captains ball competition. And 1B02 won! My class won all matches! Woohoo! Hahaha.We were then unexpectedly announced as the representatives for Directors Cup for HSS to compete with the other schools! Awesome? More to freaky. Haha. Oh well, i shall be there just for the sake of SEAL points. Hehe. With the awesome team below, we will sure be a threat to the other schools during the competition!
Coincidentally, on that same day EVSS had their CCA Fair/Display. Since Naushad asked me along, might as well i go right. Haha. Honestly, it was kinda boring. But to be able to have a mini reunion with the NCC dudes and babes as well as a few close buddies really made my day. =) Met up with Dil, Hyder, Shayati, Zhafri, Fitri, Mirul, Ridhwan, and Shaun! I think there's more but these are the main people i was looking out for once i step into that school. Haha. Glad that i went there. [Even though i had not bathe properly after the sweaty competition! =D] Haha. Catch up with my dearest Ma'am. After that lepak with Naushad, Dil and Shayati at Cage and headed home around 9.30pm. =)
Okayy, i guess im done. For now. Haha. Main exam is getting nearer so i wish all the best to my TP mates in whichever courses you guys are in! Will be back to update of course. Hehe. Goodnight! =) ~NiSa~
And I just thought that you should know
I've been holding on while you've been letting go, can I be so bold?
'Cause all this sucking up to you is just getting old
Well, it's not too late to say it right this time
'Cause I know I said I'm sorry, but that's not what I meant to say
my new lovesss! =)
Ahhh... Sooo nice! And its keypad! =)
